fuck everything that you stand for. i dont belong. i dont exist. dont fuckin judge me ( Read more... )

.....3 cheers for your sweet lies you bastard!........................

i know i havent been on at all lately but ever since my loss....i feel so eh. i havent spoken to anyone at all either. angela brought over some coffee and my favorite ice cream and it helped some but not too much. well....ill probably be on again sooner or later because i needa have some human contact. hehe. yeah. well, this is my blurb...ttyl ( Read more... )

im sry...i didnt block u james....i havent been on, but get on l8er bc i needa tell u something.

uhhh.....the thing inside of my might be in trouble so says the doc. i dont know what to do. im scared for it. at first i didnt want it and now i do. i dont want it to die and if it does.....what will i do? .....im scared guys. i need someone to talk to. ill cya round.

yo peeps. im here at angela's sisters house chillin. joey called me today. i didnt answer...big mistake....he came over to my apartment and like he was all we needa talk. i was scared. well i g2g...just 4 ur info....the last journal was based on me being pissed at joey and everyone else that has hurt me.....yeah..sorry if things got mixed up.... ( Read more... )

you know what? fuck you! i dont care! you cant see me crying! get outta my life and take your stupid chumbawumba i love you's with you, you fuckin bastard!!! the last time ill ever trust someone like you. yes you!!!

the words you scribbled on the walls. the loss of friends you didnt have. ill call you when the time is right. are you in? or are you out ( Read more... )

omg, today was scary! i was supposed to meet up with a new friend of mine and like i was supposed to pick her up from school but instead she told me just to go down to her house. well, i did go down to her house n all and like her mom or no one was there. i rang the doorbell and no one answered. finally, a neighbor came out and was all like, "shes ( Read more... )

eh..hey guys. today is a weird day. i went to davids house to pick up my stuff that joey still had of mine. grr...w/e. yeah david and i hardly talk anymore because of school and everything. its sad because hes like a brother to me. oh well. i got back all my things and im good......ok i lied. im not good. it was weird getting back my stuff that ( Read more... )