So I know I haven't been on here in FOREVER! But I have a request. If anyone knows someone in the Lansing area who needs a roommate or a place to live PLEASE have them give me a call!! I've found an apartment that I want to rent, but I really need a roommate! I'd like to be able to afford my own place, and I'm getting close, just not yet. So ( Read more... )

I have serious issues.... I'm sure all of you know that, but seriously I have issues. I have no friends here, none. My co workers are cool and sometimes let me hang out with them, but other than that I have my cousin Matt who I like to hang out with and my parents and my siblings, but no friends. My closest "friend" is Mel and that is so screwed ( Read more... )

I was waiting to update until I had something positive to write about the job situation... that happened a while ago and now I have been updating because... well probably because I'm so torn about the situation. It's true, I'm moving back to Perry. One week from Sunday to be exact. I'm happy to be closer to my family, my mom, dad, my new nieces ( Read more... )

I may get fired from work on Friday, oh well, let them do it. I'm so over this place it's not even funny.

Why does Melvin Smith STILL have the power to ruin my life? Why, I'll tell you why, because my DUMB ASS lets him. I learned something tonight... he hasn't changed in the past year and he's never going to. I won't say he hurt me tonight, because it's what I expect from him. I thought things had changed, that we were friends and had each other's ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I need to marry a man with the last name MacKenzie, and not just because I have a cool friend with that name. I think it sounds really great with the name that I have picked out for my first born son; Owen Alexander Wallace MacKenzie. Good, strong, Scottish name! I don't know any men with this name, and I'll probably have to ( Read more... )

SO I know that I dropped off the face of the internet for awhile... I've been pretty down about everything, particularly the fact that I'm not even making enough money to pay my bills. It seems that things are looking up though. I have two employers that are interested in me and with any luck I will be securly in a new job by the first of June. ( Read more... )

I've decided that school is like prison... once you've been there long enough you can't seem to survive on the outside. I've pretty much decided that I'm going back for that second bachlors... hopefully full time (it'll just take me one year and a summer), but maybe just part time, we'll see. Does this make me an addict ( Read more... )

It's back to work today. I feel a bit better about everything now. I talked to Joe last night and I talked to Justin the night before and of course I've talked to my girls. I've also decided to fill out my FASFA because I may be going back to school in the fall to get my degree in history, mostly because I don't know what else to do with myself ( Read more... )

So after it is all over it is beyond bitter sweet. I'm feeling the loss like a cold shower. I'm glad not to have to read books that I don't want to or write papers or ridiclous assignments, but I miss my friends. I miss getting ready to spend an hour and 15 mins with Justin, Joe, Mackenzie, Kari and Ander.

*sigh*

Not to mention everyone else