• Very light sleep, very odd dreams, always waking up hours before its time to get up, but feel unrested.
• Not taking pleasure in the things that have previously brought you great joy.
• Irrational fears, or feelings of panic or anexity.
• Feeling guilty for no particular reason.
• More irritable than usual.

The other night on the bed you said ( Read more... )

cleaning at 10:30 pm sucks ( Read more... )

I just found out that one of the "cool" kids in high school had a big crush on me.

ME!!!

...go figure.

the shit you find out.

 I did not get the last word ( Read more... )

quite possibly.  Note the two different colors of text....she either spent a lot of time writing and re-writing, or she seems to be enlisting the help of others edits as she writes to me.....at any rate, what she said, followed by my final response:

Samantha,

Thanks for the explanation, no need to apologize.  Now let me clarify myself to you:

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am I evil for my fairly snarky (but written with an intense point) response ( Read more... )

"Hi Fr. Ferd,

Samantha made it clear to Jonathan about the importance of not being late during rehearsals and mostly warm up before the Mass,

which unfortunately resulted in us losing two of our members when Jonathan addressed the same to the group.

Having said that, I can not help but notice that a week ago last, two members of Samantha’s ( Read more... )

It just is.
This one isnt going anywhere for me, I dont think.
And while I like several of the people...
the notion that making more money is a real possibility keeps haunting me...

So, 
despite my general love for being able to slack off for more than half the day and still get the whole job done...I really think that the fact that I CAN slack off for ( Read more... )

went home, Daniel was with me, it was snowing, and he practically refused to come inside because he wanted to watch the ice floating down the river.

Also,
Had another dream that I dont want to discuss...suffice to say, I need to get what I can out of this job in the next few months and then start looking for a new one.
I am drowning in other peoples ( Read more... )