The leaves are changing, time for depression

[notacrnflkgirl]

I forget how easily depression reinserts itself into my life. I had forgotten the fright in being suddenly, clearly suicidal, without knowing how you got there, a brain loudly dropping hints to itself. You interrupt it, That doesn't make sense, or, But why should I do it

Comments

[icedteainthebag]

*HUGS* I love you, bb. I should guilt you into staying around.

[notacrnflkgirl]

*HUGS*

Thank you for offers of guilt; I will add it to my guilt collection. I'm not going anywhere. Just putting my thoughts out there.

Love you, too. ♥

[meestar_pickals]

you are a lovely writer, which is a strange thing to say on this entry but it's true.
I feel like this entry could've been written about me, ha. and oh god, I'm Australian and I've been seeing that R U Ok? campaign around the place and it drives me up the wall. like, the intention is good, but.. if life was that simple than maybe I would actually be a functioning person, rather than a person-shaped shell filled with self loathing? haha idk idk.
hope you feel better girl ♥

[expire]

carpet definitely didn't match the drapes for that shoot.

i saw a lot of mixed feelings on the photos but also a lot of disgust at the pubic shot. my first though was, if those were mine, i'd be alone and without pants wielding a sharpie hoping my soon-to-be-redesigned netherfur would look okay.

[notacrnflkgirl]

I looked at the photos and skipped the comments until much later. idg the disgust! well, I do, in one regard: although nudity and fashion magazines have been a pair for a while, it is annoying to open one up expecting neat-o styling and get … zero clothes. "Being naked again! These collections are getting repetitive." but I loved the posing, so

I digress.
- I thought the hurrs looked good platinum blonde.
- "netherfur" is my new favorite euphemism!
- what color Sharpie?

[expire]

i agree. i understand the taboo behind nudity but it's so natural, why not take unnatural poses in it? like saran-wrapping the model to dilapidated vertical couch! (also, lol @ the url to the photo; is it possible the image name was sync with the noise she made breathing into the cellophane? nhhUf.)

- agree.
- on-the-spot inspired-by-randomness-random-euphemisms are great. glad you appreciate them too.
- oh, dear. i think i would have to base it on my mood. otherwise, green. because that would be the most awful colour to have down unda'.

p.s.

upon hearing my raucous cackling at various aspects of your reply / this reply, my dog decided to wedge her body under the desk and stare at me for the duration of my post, so i am sharing the unnerving image i felt the need to webcam picture for you.