Comments | notahilbilly: and I might be stupid enough

notahilbilly

and I might be stupid enough

Mar 15, 2004 05:25

Why the fuck is it that when I'm in a relationship that doesn't allow me much time alone, I crave the alone time and savor it when it happens- but when that relationship ends...or comes to an abrupt hiatus, as it were...being alone is the WORST FUCKING THING EVER ( Read more... )

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yorkieboy March 15 2004, 04:17:43 UTC

Dear Donny

when you go running off into the night screaming barefoot and barely clothed vaguely in the direction of Atlanta please wear a sweater.

And perhaps some boots.

Love
Stuart

kanzeon_2040 March 15 2004, 05:02:16 UTC

What does this relationship, and/or having a boyfriend in general, symbolize to you?

notahilbilly March 15 2004, 05:45:38 UTC

there isn't really a simple answer to that question.

What I can say, though, is that this relationship is something that I want- more than anything in the world- to continue to be a part of my life. and I believe that there is more of it to be had.

it's one more choice that has made my life more difficult as opposed to the alternatives...but like most of these choices I've made in the past, it's one I would never change.

kanzeon_2040 March 15 2004, 07:30:20 UTC

I suppose we are defined by our wants and our distastes.

spiritquest March 15 2004, 08:42:31 UTC

Yes, indeed.... they are an expression of who we are.