I Sho Did:

1. Get Myrtle the Miata out of the storage, and got her started!
2. washed...no, scrubbed Taureesha's every nook, cranny, and glossy surface
3. Unpacked and brought inside most of the stuff that came with me from florida almost a damn year ago
4. Stayed the fuck off of livejournal, for more reasons than one.
5. talked to Jason on IM, ( Read more... )

Ack. Well, I promised Jason that I'd avoid contacting him for a while. He's mad at me, and I'm mad at him, and of course we were pricks to each other, earlier, on this damn contraption we call livejournal.

So, yeah. I gotta let the dust settle- give him a chance to actually miss me- and I know we can't stay mad at each other. and in about a month ( Read more... )

Alright.

Time for a break from Livejournal. A break from email, from the computer, from communication devices as a whole. Why? Because all I hear right now is static.

Maybe it's just for today. Maybe it'll be months.

But I'm learning:

expect nothing. live frugally
on surprise.

byebye. <3

here's the last dream, perhaps the most disturbing of all.

( two dimensions )

So, here's the next dream I remember...

( how long will I have to bleed for you to feel complete again? )

So I had some fucking Not Okay dreams a couple days ago, three nights in a row.

( put to sleep )

And now for a moment of awwwww-yeah!Dude. I got my old Miata (named Myrtle) started, and runnin! Finally. FINALLY ( Read more... )

Today has been productive.

I finally went through the storage unit that has all my shit that I brought from Fort Lauderdale...almost a year ago...and with John Trueman's help, brought much of it into the house to decide what I wanna keep, what I wanna throw away, and what I'm gonna give to John for helping me ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is it that when I'm in a relationship that doesn't allow me much time alone, I crave the alone time and savor it when it happens- but when that relationship ends...or comes to an abrupt hiatus, as it were...being alone is the WORST FUCKING THING EVER ( Read more... )

FYI:

The subject, music, and mood for almost every post that I make on here are lyrics from one song or another. Sometimes (but rarely) they're from a poem.

if you was wonderin...