sometimes, like right now i feel like i am drowning in my self...if that makes any sense. It is just like i want to just shut out the world and dive under a pile of work. just shut my door and look it. dont eat. dont sleep. dont do anything but sit at my computer working on whatever i can get my hands on. Homework that should of been done to help ( Read more... )

If you didn't know today is Kaidee and I's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! we made it here and we are going to continue on. nothing can stop us. our love grows everyday for each other. i am just so happy that i want to cry..in a good way ( Read more... )

So...I'm out with the wonderful Kaidee to pick up food for us and her parents...yes i said her parents. Brownie points for me, even though i dont need them =P according to Mr. Sutphin ( Read more... )

So my love has informed me that i have not posted in a very very long time. well i havent due to the fact that i have been extremely busy. its not my fault its just that i cant get myself organize. its that time of the semester where eveythting just seems to shut down for a while and hten kicks back up after. i dont konw what to do or say about it ( Read more... )

So today is my birthday i am turning 20....yea i am not a teenager anymore...great. i will now have to grow up. officially. jk ( Read more... )

today is great

first day of school

and

my tenthmonth anniversary with my baby

thank you baby for the memories thus far. i love you!

I love the way her face just lights up when i enter the room. its like a mixture between a kid on christmas getting everything they want nad just pure love. even though its hard to describe what pure love looks like. but however you might describe it i just look into her eyes and its there. i mean i love her so much she is just...she is my star. ( Read more... )

So i havent posted in quite sometime i think almost a month now. A lot has been going on lately some of it i dont really remember but anyways here it goes ( Read more... )

right now i just thought of something that scared me. two years ago before my senior year if you were to tell me that i was going to come out and be with someone that will love me and want to spend the rest of their lives with me i would of said you were crazy ( Read more... )

.........................AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY EMO-NESS TO ITS PEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you havent seen rent the musical the movie.....GO I CHARGE YOU TO GO FORTH AND CONQUER A DVD STORE AND WATCH THIS MOVIE...AFTER BUYING OR RENTING IT....OR STEALING/BORROWING INDEFINENTLY FROM A FRIEND....ITS JUST.....**DROOL ( Read more... )