calling out, calling out haven't you wondered why i'm always alone when you're in my dreams? calling out, calling out haven't you wondered why you're finding it hard just looking at me? i want you but i want you to understand i need you i love you didn't want to leave you with the wrong impression didn't want to leave you with my last confession
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the dawn is breaking... 
a light shining through...
you're barely waking...
and i'm tangled up in you.

i'm open, you're closed.
where i'll follow you'll go. 
i worry i won't see your face
light up again.

even the best fall down sometimes.
even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
out of the doubt that fills my mind,
i somehow found you and i collide.

i'm ( Read more... )

yup. an update. i figured i would update. if anyone reads this still. ha.

life is good. been busy. school's started. i can't wait to move on already. my mind's no longer this overactive machine trying to tell itself that 'everything will be alright' or 'why should i have to live with such bullshit?'

the phone is ringing. it hasn't stopped ringing ( Read more... )

::seven things in my room::

1. stereo
2. guitar and amp
3. concert programs
4. pictures from dances and whatnot
5. vintage pink lamp
6. yearbooks
7. ipod mini

::top seven things you say most::

1. like
2. lovely
3. that's/fabulous
4. *shriek*
5. shut up
6. hello darling
7. hehe

::seven things you can't live without::

1. my glasses
2. friends
3. you...hehe
4. money
5. ( Read more... )

Crash
That was you and me
Started out so innocently
Shattered on the ground
I hear the sound

Crash
Ringing in my ears
I still feel the sting of my tears

Someone wake me
I can't seem to break free

Go on, get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead?
I've been somewhere in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

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do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
do you have a big intellectual capacity even though that it alone does not equate wisdom?
do you see everything as an illusion?
but enjoy it even though you are not of it?
are you both masculine and feminine?
politically aware?
and don't believe in ( Read more... )

not only is tomorrow Alanis Morissette at the Wang Theatre (10th row, bitches), i have a car. finally, a car.

a mustang (1995). yeah, bitches. it's blue. and it's a convertible...yay!!

i think that's all i need to say :-D

I've been tagged by Katie

Name your six favorite songs of the moment and then tag six people to do the same!

1.  The Killers - Mr. Brightside
2.  Alanis Morissette - Ironic (Jagged Little Pill Acoustic)
3.  American Baby - Dave Matthews Band
4.  Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson
5.  Don't Phunk With My Heart - Black Eyed Peas
6.  It's Like That - ( Read more... )

1. Full Name:  Larissa Ann Swenson
2. Your Nick Names: Larry, Rissa
4. Place of Birth: Warwick
5. Zodiac Sign: Aries
6. Male or Female:  bitch
8. School:  WWHS
9. Occupation: currently a cashier at a grocery store...ick.
10. Residence:  w. warwick
11. Screen Name: AntiPollyannaGrl
___Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: blonde/ash
13. Hair Long or Short: long ( Read more... )

please be philosophical
please be tapped into your femininity
please be able to take the wheel from me
please be crazy and curious

papa love your princess so that she will find loving princes familiar
papa cry for your princess so that she will find gentle princes familiar

please be a sexaholic
please be unpredictably miserable
please be self - absorbed ( Read more... )