i'm a million contradictions
sometimes i make no sense
sometimes i'm perfect
sometimes i'm a mess
sometimes i'm not sure who i am

but i am special
i am beautiful 
i am wonderful
and powerful
unstoppable
sometimes i'm miserable
sometimes I'm pitiful
but that's so typical of all the things i am

yeah...so...only one more full week of classes, and then ( Read more... )

Well I thought I knew you,
Thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
Because I've had enough
You were there by my side,
Always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
Because your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
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come on, come on put your hands into the fire explain, explain as i turn and meet the power this time, this time turning white and senses dire pull up, pull up from one extreme to another

i've decided to go into gynecology when i attend medical school...and i love you all who support me. for those who don't...yeah, you're pretty much not worth my ( Read more... )

Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly One small sideways look and I feel so ungood Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make Me feel the way I thought only my father could Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked How these little abandonments seem to sting so ( Read more... )

john mayer! yay! his new album, Continuum, is going to be released on 9.12.06, and he's touring with sheryl crow this summer. and i am going, bitches. hehe.

*Larissa does a stupid little happy dance*

Waiting On The World To Change

1, 2...1, 2, 3...

Me and all my friends We're all misunderstood They say we stand for nothing And there's no way we ( Read more... )

there's a war inside of me. do i cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song, do i push it down or let it run me right into the ground? i feel like i wouldn't like me if i met me. well i can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound, and you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down, i feel like i wouldn't ( Read more... )

screw boys. forget boys. they are the biggest waste of time. and i'm not second to anyone.

"Samantha had the kind of deluded self confidence that caused men like Ross Perot to run for president."

i wish i was samantha. well, not the sex part of it. but the part where i am so totally sure of myself that i can say, ask or do anything. i need that self confidence. and i don't like to be full of myself, but my friends think i'm fabulous and ( Read more... )

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would you call this a self-analyzation/confession?

i don't know. take it however you please.

i'm "in like" with you. and i'm not saying "love" because it's a strong word. but i think you get the picture. i have never had to compromise who i am or what i believe in for you. you accept what i am...a neurotic, sarcastic little girl...well, okay... ( Read more... )