today i stayed home sick, cuz...well...i dont know why, im not sick. i was really tired. but now im alright. it kinda sucks, cuz i was gonna go see a movie with alex tonight, its kinda good tho, cuz i dont have money. SORRY ALEX, I LOVE YOU! even tho u dont think i do...i do. I DO! haha, im kinda hyper right now ( Read more... )

todays halloween. i just went to blockbuster with inna. i ran into my sister there. shes really pretty. but she was being a bitch. aww, i love her. inna got a cinderella story. i said it would be bad, so of course, shes gonna say it was good, even tho its gonna be bad. :P i love u, inna. yeah, im really hyper bc i ate so much candy ( Read more... )

today is friday. i have to work tomorrow for 9 hours. 9 hours is a really long shift. but oh well, its better than being home with my parents cuz they suck. im actually really mad at my mom. this morning, she came into my room, and she was like, get up, its noon. and then she yelled at me for sleeping till noon, and so i was like, then y didnt u ( Read more... )

i just woke up...like, an hour ago...i had a really bad headache. oh well...it happens, i guess ( Read more... )

wow, im kinda crazy, arent i...i <3 sagwa ( Read more... )

yeah tonight i went to see the grudge with my brother and inna and kelsey. but kelsey doesnt really like me. oh well...it was the scariest movie...EVER. yeah...so im gonna go havea cigarette in about..5 minutes ik, ik...smoking is disgusting, and it really is, but i havent smoked in such a long time...i just need one bc of shit thats going on. ugh ( Read more... )

tonight was a good night, cuz i hung out with inna, megan, jenny and angela the biggest skank ever. we met these guys in port washington...at mcdonalds...lol, thats so sad. so we met these guys...brett and eric, actually me and angela were pretty much the only one who talked to them. but anyhoo...brett, the hot one, asked for my number, and hells ( Read more... )

ok so im really in a bad place right now. i like one of my friends...and now he knows it...i dont want to like him...i just do...and have for the longest time. i love lauren singer. shes awesome...way to be ur awesome self, even tho u like to torture me, u BITCH. haha. well im really angry right now at myself for liking a friend as more than a ( Read more... )

i didnt go to school today. right. well, i want a cigarette. i havent had one in a really long time, cuz im a good girl! i wanna be 18. grr...so close...and yet soooo far away...aaaahhhh...only...389 days ( Read more... )

im at work right now. i really really have absolutely nothing to do. it was actually really busy before 7...but now its not! and i had a really bad headache, but now its gone, cuz my mom brought advil. so now im bored...i just finished my english homework...that was due...today...oopsies! no ones online. well, john was, but he left me. that bastard ( Read more... )