yay, the radio is playing no rain:) love it. anyways, im really high right now and at work...what a great combination. i had girl scout cookies too, but i dont know what kind. yeah...im really pissed, cuz i want my hair dreaded, but the wax is at the mall, and im stuck in cedarburg, plus its my moms birthday tomorrow, and i have to work on ( Read more... )

im at work right now. fun stuff, right?! yeah...anyhoo...tonight im gonna ask the owner of the company that i work at if he minds if i get dreads. i could ask my boss, cept shes a bitch, and we dont like each other, so im going over her head. i hope he says yes just so i can piss her off. he probly wont tho. this place is so conservative it is ( Read more... )

oh gee, my favorite song came on the radio...blind melon...no rain (: hehe, im weird. and u love it...come on, ppl, u know u love me. im in a semi-ish good mood. i think im gonna lose my job tho. i say that all the time, and i never do...yeah im a loser! i really really want a new job. mary is a bitch. marys my boss. she blames everything on me. i ( Read more... )

i cant figure out why im acting like this...doing to brett what ive done to every other boyfriend i have ever had. this is no good. im afraid im going to run this relationship into the ground. its gonna be over before it has a chance to begin. which makes me overwhelmed with sadness. its hard to think about. hes one of the only ppl that make me ( Read more... )

i feel so numb. honestly, i cant feel anything. i feel like my whole world is slipping away, and theres nothing i can do about it. i want to hurt myself so badly. but i wont. it just feels so damn good....i can hurt on the outside...and inside ill be better...does that seem logical? does to me ( Read more... )

im at work right now. there was an angry customer. i calmed him down. i should get a raise. its ok, he told my boss(who doesnt like me) how good of an employee i am. so maybe i will get a raise! hah. right ( Read more... )

im sore today. last night i had a dream, and i was at school, and mr knight was saying, why are you here...u dont exist. ur dead, UR DEAD. and everyone was like, laura, u dont belong here, ur dead. but i wasnt dead! i was alive! but everyone was insisting that i was dead. whats that sposed to mean? im gonna go watch the cartoon version of how the ( Read more... )

today is sunday. yesterday was my birthday, it was fun! so this was my week/weekend...cuz inna wants me to post it ( Read more... )

so last night was fun...i hung out with my good friend skittles. we made hamburgers. well, i made hamburgers, he helped. i didnt have a hamburger tho, we made them for the guy whos apartment we were at. well, he was letting us hang out there...so, it was the least i could do. no ppl, i didnt have sex, im not a whore. ive only known brett for...2 ( Read more... )

just got off work. tried to call inna, no answer. i called brett today, he was jumping someones car. i guess someone forgot to turn their lights off. haha. then i called back later, like he told me to...no answer. NOBODY LOVES ME. kerry lost. boooooo...im scared for the future. but, id be scared for the future if kerry were the president. this ( Read more... )