so it says its been 165 WEEKS since ive updated. so i thought that maybe i should change that. since its been so long. and kelsey, since you are my only livejournal friend (im such a loser, wah)... i guess you will be the only one reading this! i hate when belly aches ruin things. like you have plans, then.... BAM! from nowhere! comes the belly ( Read more... )

am i a pushover? people must treat me like crap for a reason. people that are supposedly my friends seem to do this. like make me feel stupid because they know they are smarter than me. or not talk to me for any apparent reason while living in the same house. but when both of them are home they barely say a word to me. one of them only talks when ( Read more... )

So, I thought I had it all figured out. Decided I wanted to apply to med school, and I was excited... then you take classes, and you get interested in them, and then you think about things... now, research and grad school are in the picture, and this makes it all the more difficult since I have to start to think about applying, and getting my shit ( Read more... )