what the hell happened to the goood old times. the good old days?

some stuff that basically sums up how i'm feeling and me ( Read more... )

i think it would be great if life gave everyone a second chance. dreamt that snowflake came back. she said she wanted to give everyone a rest from her for a while. and we still had her body and one day, she just game back alive. she was still a bit sick, walking with a little limp. but she said it was a second chance for us to make her better. and ( Read more... )

i like debbie's column. reminds me what's good in life. more or less, it's like a reassurance. like wen things are crappy and then just some stuff makes me go like yeh...and stuff ( Read more... )

i think the worst thing in this world is the feeling of being alone. no..wait..actually..the worst feeling is knowing that someone could have been there and for some reason they aren't there the way u want them to be. i think this is why i shut myself from people. and ohh..stupid me. i decided to let someone in that shouldn't have been inside. and ( Read more... )

very ow right now. i just need to whine and complain and i can't believe shumaker is giving us a test. and i need a damn hug. and i don't like being attached to things. and things kept running through my head about how i would react if some of the things i care for and am attached to suddenly went away. and it made me real sad. lots of things make ( Read more... )

college apps. senior project topic. letter of intent. personal statement to ucs and privates. kc crap. shumaker is back=work work work

::CRIESSS::

i HATE mccarron. friday should quicky come so i can see ross.

my tummy hurts like a mutherfucken bitch. and i couldn't even get decent sleep cuz of it. and the night before i couldn't sleep much either. i am wasting precious weekend sleeping time >:O and it's been hurting like every other month. and it's always around that time. waht if i have some major problems like mer..that wouldn't be too good :/ but it ( Read more... )

bastard robert. wow. i just heard the car crash. there hasn't been one at turnbull and los robles for sooooooooooooo long. a year or so i think. everytime i hear tires breaking, i brace for the impact sound. and there usually is no crash. some years ago...wen i was a kid, i remembered a green explorer flipped over and people were stuck and crying ( Read more... )

making websites and making money off of it. isn't that what i always wanted to do? but then, it's so hard to work with people that lack knowledge of general things. i showed huddle the layout. he was like "what do i put for links?" omg. ::FALLS TO FLOOR:: but i'm getting paid. but then again, i kinda feel like..uh..a teacher isn't supposed to be ( Read more... )