i am in a need of ranting. i HATE it wen people find out things about me. especially wen i don't even tell them. i need to rip some heads off ( Read more... )

"It was a way to come to grips with the finality of death."
she skinned her dog and watched it rot

"...to love the ones you're with, because life is so fleeting."

Thank the world for people like trung. The best advice is given by those that don’t know much about you. And I realized that mentioning my problems just to jul, deb, and trung, I feel 10000000000000 times better. Maybe it was just getting it out there. Actually SAYING the words and the problems….and it really made a difference. And mostly, I think ( Read more... )

you really drive me up my wall of insecurities.

i think trung is the only left that can help me.

alot has happened since snowflake died. i don't care to update anymore. everything has been pretty jacked. school especially. why complain? writing about it and thinking it just makes me more angry. i don't have a heart in what i do anymore. so like it all matters. been trying to do things with my life differently. i need major changes. i actually ( Read more... )

with everything that has happened, today has been amazingly good. got to talk to hann and ken which was super cool and even though we haven't hung out for an year..A WHOLE FREAKN YEAR, they're still the best.

this is the end. nothing even matters to me anymore. we shouldn't be born to care or love

goodbye

i am so happy that i don't have a 6th, and most likely will not have one. but i am in the same class as my brother for calc for a few days. oh joy. so everything is almost alrite. but no classes with most of my friends. sucks very much. and i couldn't find the 'thing' in me to be happy. i was relieved but i was still blah. then ross came over which ( Read more... )

these few days have just seriously been shit. i really need a good cry but i just don't have it in me. and i need to let all my problems go. just even for a little bit. but i can't really do that either. i really like simon's room. i wish mine can be like that. all neat and i just wanna be in it forever cuz it's so nice and wow.

i am so sick of everything. it's making me feel sick and nauseous too. i just want to sit back and watch everything unfold.