i can feel the stress piling higher and higher and higher. all i've worried about recently is having damn art for 6th prd and that is already driving me INSANE ( Read more... )

i feel very frustrated and hopeless. and i don't know what to do. i hate everything. i can't do anything. gaaaaaaaah. someone help me. i don't know waht to do anymore!~!~! this crap is driving me insane.

i hate EVERYTHING. i hate the school. i hate the damn counslers. i hate the damn classes >:O agaaaah. fuck this stupid world. looks like i will be having horrible 6th prd art. 1-6 is fucken HELL. i would galdly do 0-5. gah. what the fuck is wrong with this fucking school. and what the fuck is wrong with mt.sac screwing us over. goddamn~!i should ( Read more... )

i don't like being compared to victoria ( Read more... )

i wonder what would happen to me if snowflake does die. i haven't been quite too happy the past few days. since she got sick. i mean, how much can the vet do? all we can hope now is that she gets better and hopefully no more fever and hopefully no stomach infection or some crap like that. and she was fine one day and broken the next. what if she ( Read more... )

i hate this. i have a sore back, sore neck, sore shoulders, a cold sore, and two nice holes in my lip. >:O why does this happen :/ --ross, i demand a massage cuz u are the cause of all that ( Read more... )

another really good and really fun day with rossy mossy. :]

that resulted in a lovely sore shoulder and weak/funny feeling right side

this is definitely the best summer of my life...summer of...a lot of first's that's for sure :)

it feels good to be happy.

from vicky's xanga that about sums up everything

it feels so freaken good to talk to people i haven't in a long time. namely kevin. haha. it was good too. next year is gonna be so tight with all the snowboarding and stuff with him and ben and others. sooo looking foward to that :] prolly be up there almost every weekend. ::joys:: me+bro, jul+family, lil, kevin, ben, andrew+friends :] woooohooo. ( Read more... )

i think laly's right wen she says i'm too young to think about commitment. it was hard for me for this relationship cuz i always had the thought...what if i can't be committed? so thus, the 3 1/2 year break from relationships and all that. and the not wanting to marry. ever. what if i get bored of the person? and so it was a good healthy break. all ( Read more... )

i'm sooooooooo freaken happy

a bizillion smiles :] :] :] :] :] :] :]

rossy mossy makes me happy wappy :]

and catching up with tyler wyler was good too. long time no talk.