its been years sence i have been here damn. it feels like a life time sence my last time i was on here but i dont kno i jsut wanted to wrtie that

FUCK

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well hay so anywho yea i have been drinking sence friday and shit it has been fun friday was crazy but alot of fun and saturday well i got a tattoo on my forearm and then went to norms and drank 2 half gallons and shit it was hella crazy but we all came bak to my house and shit and well it started out to be nothing but drama i ended up crying alot ( Read more... )

hey well i am sitting here chillin with eli,travis,chris,micheal,josh,nikki and a bunch of other people so well i dont know i am going to do what i have been planing probally tonite or tomarrow i dont know it needs to be a good mood you know what i mean....... so i dont know i am waiting we are sitting here drinking n shit so everyone will probley ( Read more... )

well ok so the other day i hung out with eli and travis and casey and whitney and alex and everyone up at norms well i was talking about something to whitney all day about how fucking much i love eli and how i wanted to ask him for a second chance.... and well he made me tell him and shit and so i did and i still havent got a answer from him but ( Read more... )

fuck all this shit and everyone i am so fucking stressed over this drama bullshit i got yelled at for being drunk for the last 5 days starit so i am not coming home drunk anymore this week damn that sucks cuz i needa drink...lol well anywho so me and erik no longer speak because of bullshit drama an tom and him moved away because theydont want o ( Read more... )

well omg so much shit has happened between me and eli i cant say what it is but people who know shhhhhhhhhhhhhh its sercet it was crazy but great and shit i mean i never thought it would happen like it did but oh well i am happy i guess i mean we arent bac together yet but i am workin on i guess i mean damn i fucking love that kid and shit and its ( Read more... )

well guys i guess i am alot happier becasue i finally talked to eli and told him i fell and shit and so i dont know whats goin to happen hopefully something good but i dont know i will figure it out so but for now i am really happy so peace out

geez i am really fucking stupid i mean god damn it what did i do wrong this time i mean everytime i really want something i always lose it and shit and it fucking blows i mean i lost conley and shit and i loved him with all my heart and still do and always will but we are cool now so i guess that is good right well anywho so i have liked this guy ( Read more... )