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[nothin_but_love]

you say i dont notice change in you... funny... cause before you were infatuated with him, you listened to people. you listened to those that have cared about you the longest, and now, all you care about is him staying at the top of your list no matter what anyone says. he could commit murder and you would just say, it has nothing to do with me...

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[in_simplicity]

I know that somehow you're just waiting for me to comment, and I'd rather do the unexpected but I disagree with many of the things you put in this entry. Mainly this, "you say i dont notice change in you... funny... cause before you were infatuated with him, you listened to people. you listened to those that have cared about you the longest, and now, all you care about is him staying at the top of your list no matter what anyone says. he could commit murder and you would just say, it has nothing to do with me... " The changes you notice probably have to do with the following: 1. I am no longer infatuated with you, therefore i don't hang on your every word and follow at your heels. 2. I don't hang out with you and chase and christin and chelsea and kyle as much because I have found some of my own friends which is good for me because you are all graduating, and I needed to branch out. 3. I don't pay as much attention to you because I have made other very close friends. And I didn't appreciate your comments in our conversation that were

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[nothin_but_love]

You have been taking everything ive said the wrong way... for some reason its like your taking it as a personal attack. im sorry if i dont say it so that you understand it the way i meant.. i guess thats my fault. and the changes have nothing to do with you liking me and not anymore... and when i said that im happy your more indepenent etc... i meant it as, you didnt seem as independant at the beginning and throughout most of the year and now you seem to be. And thats a GOOD thing meg... nothing i say seems to come out right... so i wouldnt blame you for being pissed off at me or whatever... and if you dont want to be as close as we were, then alright, ill let it go. but as far as friends go, we had something really great, and i miss it... so tell me where you want me to be in your life... if you want me there at all. and im sorry if i said things that werent clear enough, i havent meant to say anything against you... at all