im starting over... wiping the slate clean. committing this year only to a memory in my mind, a memory that will not effect my present nor future. i will charish a lot of memories from this year, some i will regret, others i will forget... in starting over, i will also be using a new journal. futures_made maybe if i can change for the better ( Read more... )

...tears fall... i want to redo it all. the entire year... things i loved so much are just fading through my fingertips... nothing seems meant to last... even something i care about... with my entire heart... i miss it all...

what happend...
what happend to friends for ever...
inseperable...
what happend to the closeness
to brother and sister relationship
what happend to us...

you say i dont notice change in you... funny... cause before you were infatuated with him, you listened to people. you listened to those that have cared about you the longest, and now, all you care about is him staying at the top of your list no matter what anyone says. he could commit murder and you would just say, it has nothing to do with me... ( Read more... )

if there are so many fish, why cant i seem to catch one...

nothin_but_love's LJ stalker is dreams_await!dreams_await is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also stalking the rest of your friends list!

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i find it funny when they ask me, "so who is the new girlfriend eh?".. and all i have to answer is, "there isnt one..." as sad as it is, the reaction is priceless. people keep saying its good to stay single bla bla, the funny thing is, most of them have some one... easy for them to say. im sick of having no one there... i hate not having someone to ( Read more... )

well, thats it... another year over with. a senior... i remember not even being able to imagine being where i am now. it seemed so far off. if there is one thing i have learned from my years in high school.. its that time literally flies by you quicker than you can even imagine. one summer left.. and one more school year. better make it count. " ( Read more... )

hehe i told you id get you back! :D but did you believe me... NO!!! haha i triumph lol. well we are even once again :P nothin but love mega ( Read more... )