What if I have to do something wrong to make everything right?

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What if I have to do something wrong, to make everything right? What if my happiness depends on whether or not I get what I want by doing something unfair? I am putting someone I care about in a horrible position for my own personal gain. I’m going against what I believe in, but what if this is the only way? What if the only way I will be able to

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Michelle

I was hoping he wouldn't get the wrong idea...

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This has come up before. I've tried to let him know that we are just friends..in a subtle way..maybe I just have to be more up front about it. I guess you could say we are kind of close. But I never meant to give him the idea that we were dating. I should have told him that I just intended for us to be friends. I knew that by just being nice about things wouldn't change what he was thinking. I went to a wedding with him a couple weekends ago..and I thought we were just going as friends...I should have made that more clear to him. I just didn't want to hurt his feelings. His parents and family thought we were dating. I should have set things straight then..but I didn't want him to feel stupid if he told them that we were. I have been trying to find time to talk to him about it. But I haven't talked to him that much lately. Mostly when we are around other people..and that's not the kind of thing to be talking about around a bunch of people, you know? Sarah you know I would never intentionally lead on or hurt someone. Especially Shawn. I