i have this one nasty habit of living in the past. so in order to rectify some of my behaviors that help along that habit, i am not going to use any of my chris-laden names. that means that my lovetksheart315 sn (315 having been our anniversary) and my lj are now going to be unused. i will eventually, when i regain online capability, make a new sn ( Read more... )

got occ shit figured out...meh.

miss andy.

wish i was in marquette.

miss everyone.

miss life, freedom, breathing.

god i need to go home so bad.

cant wait to go back...when is that again?

at occ. didnt realize my classes were at 3 separate campuses. realized this as i tried looking for my spanish class and oh yea, its at royal oak. so excited. hope she didnt drop me.

fuck fuck fuck.

still gonna be like 250-300 short of making tuition for tomorrow afternoon. so fucked. dad might be able to make the difference, but im not sure yet ( Read more... )

it sucks to be the one staying at home.

god i miss company.

i need to go somewhere, but ive nowhere/no way to go...

please?

alright, something not boy related ( Read more... )

I set out on a narrow way many years ago ( Read more... )

1. smoked a cigarette - yes ( Read more... )

i love you. i really really love you. i need more words...my vocabulary is lacking.

sorry for all of those im making sick right now...but i just need to tell a certain person how i feel.

and. bytheway.

andy, guess what?!?! i love you!!!

i guess you win, then. darn shucks and oh damn.

so uh yea. hi. i feel like an ass, honey. you should have been on that train or i should have taken a lunch and gone to see you or something ( Read more... )