I'm still here.

I haven't been in the right state of mind to update lately...if you haven't noticed.

I still feel...so lost. So...unexplainable.

Tomora...work 6am-1pm
then out with brit after school...or after she rides Taylor.

I feel nothing.

My stomach is turning...my hands shaking violently.
My stomach is sittin in my throat...the room spins with no intention to stop.
I'm numb ALL over...from the inside out.

Those little white devils did quite a number on me tonight...
can this feeling go away yet?

quick update...while I'm currently waiting for my hair to dry a lil before I blow dry it ( Read more... )

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pissy. To the effin max ( Read more... )

amazing weekend ( Read more... )

Horrible fucking morning ( Read more... )

I Can't even say sorry ( Read more... )

Bawled. Every waking hour ( Read more... )

oh...how so many of us wish to be beautiful ( Read more... )