been a long time ( Read more... )

All I can say is...

2 1/2 years has ended.

I'm officially single and can't do anything about it.

He's moving out, I keep the dog.

Wow, do I ever feel fat and ugly.

Nobody will ever want me...
Just leave me here to die.

Peace out, I'm goin to see my horse.

everything has changed...and going to change drastically ( Read more... )

And here I am...I stand alone ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

I'm slowly feeling like everythings gonna be okay ( Read more... )

Again...the suicidal thoughts have crossed my mind ( Read more... )

It's my day off today. yay...taking Hunter to the dog park in a bit. I love to watch hium run and see his ears flap like he's superdog. haha ( Read more... )

Every time I come on here and read her journal entries it makes me sick...yet over and over again I read them every night.
what drives me to remember those memories and sit here in pain thinking about them.

ugh...

I'm going on a bread and water fast starting tomorrow morning.

My fat ass dserves it

wow....moved again. Finnally got the computer over here up and running ( Read more... )