not a jealous man

but females lie.

single
happy
and soon to be inspired.

i miss my lj.

im back

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he's got soul.


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just had my first full body massage...

i'm telling you, if you haven't, you should.

i feel amazing.

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i get to see my Dad in the hospital today.

i hate hospitals.

I'm driving my two brothers there as well.

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i'm not feeling good today. i'm lonely and i miss my girlfriend. i'm staying with my dad for 3-5 weeks (starting yesterday) because he' having yet another back surgery. I'm staying to take care of my little brothers as well. i had to drop out of school for 6 weeks. I'm feeling bloated and cranky as the little red fairy is destroying my abdomen. I ( Read more... )

i just want to move back north. im so sick of feeling so far away and disconnected. i had such a beautiful day with good company. im exhausted at the thought of driving home. and my heart is heavy with lonely remorse of leavning it all behind.

i get it now. i belong here.

what do i have to do?

and i'm an addict. alcoholic.

I'm grown:
reason #277- I spent 17 minutes in the cleaning supply aisle at wal-mart debating over the efficiency of different types of trash bags before choosing "pull string" over "twist tie".

i'm home. this is exactly what i needed. i'm in vacaville. i've been talking with my mom. its crazy to think that we used to ( Read more... )

so i'm sober. in sobriety i feel. i feel things i dont want to feel ( Read more... )