holy shit. have you ever clicked the "MY LJ" button!? i just did for the fist time!!!!

theres so much going on here! i never knew this about lj. this is amazing.

i feel like an ass. ive had lj for like 2 years and ive never seen my portal.

ehe... my portal... lol. that sounds wrong. very wrong. lol

ok... so last night at the flats was amazing!!!! thank you so much to everyone who made it there and made this past year so much fun ( Read more... )

i had an amazing night! went to a house party, hung out with my cousins ( Read more... )

all the rest is waiting....

:/

i cant even bring myself to get dressed today.

ugh.

i wish i had a car.

maybe ill back a cake or something.

ugh. im feeling ugly today. watching america's top model doesnt help.

fuck. my mom called. birthday plans are changing.

i need my family.

do you ever wish certain people would just disappear or be sent to the center of the sun or get a really bad case of scabbies or get hit by a bus or fall off a mountain?

i dont loathe anyone or anything the way i loathe you.

... ahhhh ( Read more... )

my heart is so so heavy.

i'm tired.

i didnt think it would be this hard.