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it's officially over. i'm so done being the jack ass. it took one person to get through to me. he's amazing to me. through everything he's been there, giving good advice, and i didn't listen untill today. i cut my losses and i'm moving on. fuck man. all the shit talking all the bridges i burned.... i fucked up my world for some fuck face.

hey everybody. well right now i'm in rochester cuz i decided to give kristin a little visit. yeah, i drove all the way out to to say hi. anyyy wayyys. me and john found a great apartment, and it's ours. for a whole year. and and and it has 3 bedrooms, and a nice kitchen and a big bathroom and even a dining room. yep yep. i'm so happy ( Read more... )

i think it's funny to sit in the same room with someone and talk online with them when they're less that a foot away on a computer next to me. i'm having fun. i love today, and no school tomorrow.

i got a cell phone. and that is really awesome.

things are great, things are grand.  dave's out.  cj's back in.  everything is comming full circle.  and now i know that all the fucked up shit that has happened with dave, chris, dee, rob....fuckin all those guys.  it was all for a greater purpose.  i'm back on track, on the track i was like 5 years ago.  i have everything in arms reach now.  ( Read more... )

me and rob got really bored and took some stupid pictures with his camera

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waa waa waa...boo friggin who

grow up

so i talked to my babe today and he finally told off chris. it's about time someone told him what they really think about him! but i miss him lots...and i wish i could see him more..by more i mean all the time.

school rocks

so does wu tang

i love it how i live in a house and am associated with a family that doesn't give a fuck about me. it's always about josh. it's like the fucking brady bunch. josh, josh, josh. i can't go to spot becuase of something HE started. my mom says they always support me... which is a load of shit. this isn't my beautiful life. this whole family is ( Read more... )