maria is getting parole next week. thank fucking god, the nightmare might just be over. i am SO fucking excited to have her home ( Read more... )

iam.bmezine.com is on its third day down. how gay is that. i'm pissed ( Read more... )

would you believe i've held the same job for a month now? and saved money? and actually paid bills? whoa! nancy grew up ( Read more... )

i freakin love my job. since when the hell do i enjoy work? i bring at least $50 a night, after 5 hours work. that's $10 an hour, plus $2.69 an hour in a paycheck. i got a checking & savings bank account too, go figure. i have no idea how that happened. but i have $200 saved right now ( Read more... )

had the last three days off. that sucked. i was mad bored. what? nancy likes work? oh shit ( Read more... )

i'm going to see maria today. some shit happened in her family so she gets a special visit today. i wish i could go right now i know she needs me. she needs her mom too but her mom called me to tell me she couldn't make it... she really wanted to be there but she couldn't ( Read more... )

found an ani cd downstairs at the library today, put it in my walkman for my time on the comp. i remember listening to the live album and getting SO excited. i wish my parents could find my cd's, all of my ani cd's are with them and oh my god do i miss this music ( Read more... )

got hit by a car yesterday on my bike. my arm hurts, not broken just bruised, it was fuckin retarded ( Read more... )

i am so sick of people. for real. when i finally fucking move, i am staying in my room, watching tv, playing video games, and only leaving to eat, work, shower, and shit. seriously. i don't want nothing to do with no one. EVERYBODY IN THIS FUCKING SHITHOLE TOWN IS A FUCKING SCUMBAG. i'm not dealing with them anymore. i'm not a crackhead anymore, i ( Read more... )

Everything's all set up for sober housing, my dad's sending in the payment today. That means my own room, TV, video games, movies, my own wake up time, my own bed time, FINALLY BEING AN ADULT AGAIN!!! My very close friend from the church's future husband is going to help me move my shit. w00t ( Read more... )