Here I am ( Read more... )

ok ive been listening to this song over and over today for some reason and i dont care if you dont like thrice but the words, the words have just been haunting me all day. Don't get me wrong I am happy for my life but sometimes I really do feel like whens it my turn like ive been just staring life in the face just waiting for it to pass me by, ( Read more... )

ok well its been a long time since ive written in this, the home is well, the woman is well and so is the kid, god she is amazing. For those of you out there with kids you know what i mean when it feels the whole world is against you you can just look into those innocent eyes and know that you will always have a place in this world. man am i ever ( Read more... )

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well the time has finally come... lil riley is gone.. she;'s gone to live with a nice family kayla met at work she;ll have a really good home... but god i will miss her she just started being cute dmanit!!!

Well it seems as though I've done it again and messed up. Why do I keep fucking up something so pure and amazing with the woman I love. Why do I make an irrational decision when the perfect choice is thrown out right in front of me. I just wish I could install an alarm in my head that went off everytime I'm about to something dumb. If i could turn ( Read more... )

OK so its Saturday.. well night time now... i slept till like 2 today, i feel like such a waste of space... its great.. a good day off just to hang around and do nothing with the fam.... life is good life is great........when there is no work!!!.... now if only that damn income tax check would get deposited i could go do something and not be broke ( Read more... )

Well, here it goes.. i must be soo stupid ( Read more... )

I think my bones are breaking ( Read more... )

Well its 1:20 in the morning and boy meets world is on. You ever notice how there is always a big moral story in every episode. Its so interesting how much we've learned from these cheesy tv shows. I mean my parents never had the courage to even talk to me about sex, I ended up learning all about it on t.v. I really hope I dont end up like that ( Read more... )