oh wow... it's been a long time.

but, I need someplace to... write, and my journal that dutowski requires us to keep is at school.

but now, when it comes down to this, with all the thoughts in my head, I just have one question.

what's wrong with me?

So I've figured out some of my problems.

I am a walking contradiction.

I want to do something with my life that will make a difference, I want to contribute to society. Help the poor... whatever.
But I want to make money.

I like my friends.
but I gossip about them.

I want to help people.
But I don't believe in love.

I feel like I contribute absolutly ( Read more... )

I'm such a girl.

I pretty much just made myself look like an idiot.

and I probably just said some stuff I probably shouldn't off.

whatever.

someone is seriously laughing at me right now.

again.

Chicago=amazing.

so, I can't believe my mom thinks I'm jealous of their relationship.

First of all, I'd have to shoot myself  if I were dating him.
and not to mention his family- that would call for even more drastic action.

Second of all, I wouldn't mind having a relationship, but I am perfectly content with my life as it is.

I'm too picky about guy's anyway.  But ( Read more... )

so, I got accepted into western.

so now at least I have a back-up secured.

now I am just waiting on central.

the mailman is the devil.

what is taking so long?

so it has been forever since I've updated this thing ( Read more... )