So I decided to be productive in creative writing today and actually write creativly. So therefore I am witing on my LJ. haha. I'm supposed to be writing a play but I don't like writing at school. I like writing at home in the darkness of my room into the late hours of the night ( Read more... )

So I'm thinking its going to be bad news. Last nights entry let out a lot of things that have just boiled up. Don't get me wrong. Im still waiting and waiting and waiting. Now Im in Creative Writing class and Im supposed to be writing a play but I can concentrate. I need to be able to concentrate again, but I can't. I thought writing on LJ would ( Read more... )

Fucking hell. I change my mind. I HATE waiting. Waiting is horrible. Pressing the refresh button is getting old and my fingers are tired and so are my high hopes. Every time I click it I think something new will pop up and there will be my answer. But no. It hasn't been there yet. I just want to knooooooooowww. I really fucking want it. I want it ( Read more... )

"if under everything there lay a bottomless void never to be filled, what else where life but despair? If it were thus, and if there were no sacred bonds between man and man; if one gerneration arose after another, as in the forst the leaves of one season succeed the leaves of another, or like the songs of birds which are taken up one after another ( Read more... )

Okay. So there comes a day when much is decided then and there. At that very moment. How do you go about that day? Do you walk through it like nothing's different, or do you keep thinking about it from the moment you go to sleep until the moment its over. Some people say that thinking about it will jinx it. I hope not. Cause im a very superstitious ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT!!!

I CAN NOT WAIT.

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MAY 4th is so far away.....

Im hyped up on some energy drink called energy drink. I think it organic? haha . Who cares. its good. tomorrow is whitewater and I am so damn pumped. Me and christine are gonna have a little too much fun haha ( Read more... )

I can imagine college. I can feel it and smell it and taste it and see it. But i can't have it for another about nine months. And that blows ( Read more... )

"Under the Bridge"- "Its hard to beleive that there's no body there, its hard to beleive that I'm all alone ( Read more... )

I really beleive that if I could accomplish stoicism, I'd be a much happier person. I mean I'm not sure how possible it is. I guess i contradict myself. How can you beleive in stoicism when its the beleif of not really controlling things that are out of your control. Isn't what affects my views out my control? I guess the outside sources are but ( Read more... )