ok. so 2007. wow. 7s my lucky number so i think thats a good sign. right? We went to Kats house last ngiht and had a pretty fun night i must say. and i got a good amount of sleep before i have to kill my self slowly with homework ( Read more... )

i don't know why some people grow apart. you're close for so long, and then all of a sudden the thing that defined your relationship, is gone. that thing that made you laugh together for hours and hours. made you cry from laughing so hard. or that silence you could have with out feeling one ounce of awkwardness. you could take a drive home in the ( Read more... )

I met Liz's boyfriend yesterday. He was a really nice guy and I could tell he made her really happy. We picked him up from the airport. It was just me and Liz on the drive up there, and it was so nice to hang out just the two of us. I miss her so much. We got to the airport with about an hour to spare and hung in the parking lot catching up before ( Read more... )

I want to do something. I'm tired of sitting around in the confines of this suburbian life. I feel and know that there is so much out there for me to experience, and I can't wait to grow up and get there. I want it badly. I'm tired of nothing. Nothing exists. In the suburbs nothing exists ( Read more... )

Normally, I don't let certain people get to me. I'm good about it. But when I'm surrounded by these people, and they can't help but weasel their way into my head, I give in to it. I cave in. I wish sometimes that people wouldn't be so cruel about things. I don't consider my self a cruel person. I don't do things just to hurt others. Make them feel ( Read more... )

What a great weekend. I think its been the best since the beginning of the school year. I absolutly love snow. It's beautiful outside. Thank god for snow days...especially on fridays ( Read more... )

So I've decided that being sick is inconvenient and I am going to chop off my throat. Yeah, yeah, I know its going to hurt and blah blah blah. But its okay because if I can find a real, real good band-aid, I might just be okay. right? I'm thinking it's worth it because when swallowing water feels like glass shrapnels are sliding down the back of ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I'm so damn sick I can barley lift my hands up to type, but its better than lying in my bed all night tryin to fall asleep and waking up every minute because of a sore throat that feels like knives are being thrown into my mouth ( Read more... )

Sometimes I try to impress my parents. I want to impress them so badly. Actually I don't think its a matter of trying to impress them. I think its only me trying to prove them wrong. And when the slightest thing goes wrong, they give me this look and put on voices of pity and doubt that make me feel like shit. Like im imcompetent. I think it too. ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I want to say. I guess I have no reason to update, and nothing to say. Life hasn't changed much since 8th period.

So thats exactly why I'm going to go sit out in the freezing cold of my small little balcony window and relax.

Its fricken 1:30. I have no sense of logic. Or at least have lost it currently.