one more day till i go back....it feels good to be home and its better now. Lets hope i don't get too home sick. I know i will be though. i'll miss the homes and the food and the late night movies and walks. O and the big scary spiders. just when u think ur almost home u haven't even come close. But this is my home now in so many ways. Off to ( Read more... )

...gettin swept away. Deep down i always feel the same, i love every minute of every day. I gotta hang on. I hope someday i do find somethin thats perfect, something thats worth every minute. All i wanted was somebody who cares. I'm gonna miss u while i'm gone. it does hurt when u think theres someone u could spend hours just lookihg into ( Read more... )

i want emo hair.....i'm gonna dye my hair. It's gonna look uber hot. HA papas got a brand new bag of toys.

well its 12;52 and i'm back to not being able to sleep. Somebody just called and told me their name was mike and i had a small convo with them and their number was unknown. Well the call ended and i looked for mike in the phonebook and called that number and it wasn't that person. So somebodys messin with my head. This is wierd. Well homes isn ( Read more... )

so i do think alot and i do write alot and things make me think. I always wonder if i've made a big mistake. I wonder what i could have done different....i always feel like my life is something out of the ordinary and that some of my situations could only happen in movies. I don't wanna let go but its like what choice do i have. I have to go on ( Read more... )

.........i was lieing to myself. So i missed the last performance of my colonial high school year. I felt like crying when i was sitting there watching them. It was hard knowing that i gave up alot this year. I could have made something of myself but did i even try. No absolutely not. Its like everything happens for a reason but i still ( Read more... )

...prom night nothing more to say....it rocked i can't remember and the day after sucked....but i had some fun times, left some fun messages, and made some new friends. Gangsta

You know, that each day that passes by, i pray to God that i'll never forget who you are. U mean everything to me......i pray.

...mariah carey rox and i'm like just enjoyin myself. I'm tryin to think about what i need to do but i always get caught up. My world IS half asleep. Its all good though. He's an amazing best friend and thats all i could ask for. He's just gangsta like that and if ur like who the hell is he talkin about?..then i'm not gonna tell you cuz last ( Read more... )

...things are turning around. I'm finally happy cuz he's happy and thats all i could ask for. New roomates are great.