its happening again the lullaby that makes me sad. I call it the hurricane blues. He spent his whole life tryin to forget. We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time. He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger and finally drank away her memory. . . . . thats all i could remember doing last year. crying the night away. ( Read more... )

OMG so after the craziest night, i had the craziest dream. It was really funny. I can remember people coming over to my house and it was this wierd house with a lot of sliding doors. So marissa's mom was there and she was gonna sleep outside on the sidewalk cuz the people in the living room were being really loud. And then i'm like no ur gonna ( Read more... )

tonight was a good night, it was amazing. every long lost dream led me to where u are....things do happen for a reason.....i couldn't be happier

.....so today i lost my best friend. Worst day of my life....hopefully tonight gets better. <3 an extremely sad stevie.

.....i'm persian and who the heck is tony robbins. HE's the ice cream from baskin robbins. He's a life counselor and he helps make ur life awesome. YES yES YES score. So i'm on the phone with abooty 1 and abooty squared and there is NO i repeat NO black eyed peas. Its in jannas back seat. ANd its popcorn and its old and smelly. I"m getting ( Read more... )

i used to be so shy....stood at home and fantasized. But i ain't wastin no more time cuz i GOT TO MAKE U MINE. gotta make u want to get with me tonight. I'm gonna put those naughty thoughts into ur mind. Clearly I know i can rock UR world. thas hot but anywayz i'm about to have a mall adventure with janna abooty. She's gangsta and i just ( Read more... )

i definitely don't understand why i get the shit end of things. thats good cuz someday i'll fucken kill myself and then people won't have to think i'm a two faced son of a bitch. But i guess in life i have to realize that no matter how hard i try to be a great friend.....people are going to misconstrue my niceness for complete betrayal. I really ( Read more... )

maybe i do just need to leave. All i have is the will to change lives for the better but sometimes i feel like i can't do anything because maybe i'm not the right person. I just got back from a missions trip to mexico. It was something that can't be described. I wish i would have talked to God more there though. I'm gonna put myself into an ( Read more... )

...someday i'll run across your mind. fathers day isn't too happy without a father. I cried and i cried hard but i had angela there with me. Father and son....missing u always daddy.

...alot of times my i have my moments of glory struck down in the most harsh way. I got back from mexico today, but not the americanized cancun. This is the real deal, the place people see on those please help these children commercials. I had to do more work than i have in a long time. Sometimes i don't even realize what i have until i put ( Read more... )