Hi friend…sometimes my only friend. I secret place I can still come and vent. My good ol' journal ( Read more... )

Most challenging week of my adult life. I want to be a kid again, the days where my biggest challenge was trying to make it across the room without touching the floor because it was hot lava. Those were simple days……

Fuck these adult problems. Fuck work. Fuck people. Fuck bosses. I didn't sign up for this shit…..

Well, time has certainly moved on but events keep cycling over and over. Same ol' feelings about people. They just keep coming back. Some things just never change ( Read more... )

Hey! Where did all my friends go?! Or did I ever have any to begin with???

Man, it sure has been a while. Everything got all fancy on me. I feel kinda lost and confused. Like I fell into a rabbit hole.

I had no idea that people still used LiveJournal. Wow.

let me just start out by saying...fuck you. fuck you for being so god damn selfish and stupid. fuck you for not ever listening and fuck you for not saying sorry about any of this shit. this is the one and only place i can come to where i feel i can get shit off my chest without thinking its going to come around and bite me in the fucking ass. i ( Read more... )

I start thinking about the past and realize how much of it I tried to erase.

I drove out to the past today. To a place I haven't been in about 15 years. It's crazy that I knew exactly where to go. Where everything was. Like I just left yesterday....

Im really bummed out right now. Had a bad night and I can't cook for shit. I'm getting tired of this. I wish I had some friends...

i hope this goes well! New city, new home, new job....this oughta be fun!