I am trying despritly to get a circle of friends back. I really want to have a group of people that I can hang out with. I have been reconnecting with bailey as of late, no don't say a thing. I realize that she has drama issues but really she's a nice girl. I mean she's a good friend except for the occasional bad taste comment ( Read more... )

I had the worst nights sleep last night. I had half awake dreams of bad things and i kept waking up at 1130 245 315 and so on. I didn't really fast into REM cycle so I didn't get any real sleep done ( Read more... )

what am I doing?

my fantasies were so much more than this....
they consisted of so much more....love
they gave me false hopes of happiness and security....

what am I going to do?

first phone call.....54 minutes ( Read more... )

.... I have no life ( Read more... )

I am exhausted. But that's alright 'cause I had a semi decent night last night ( Read more... )

I was in my mood yesterday. I was setting up for disappointment just to get it out of the way.I was a destructo bot ready to rip someone's head off at a moments notice. Towards the end of the day I was feeling a little bit better until some stupid sophomore hit me in the head with her balloon as she walked by. I was not exactly thrilled. I wanted ( Read more... )

Last night my dear Charlie's father died....after five long years of struggling against cancer ( Read more... )

for the last time...fuck valentine's day.

this weekend didn't turn out as I would have liked. But I had a bangin' time with Moms and Aubrie. ALWAYS! I got about 2 hours of sleep. worst fight of anything. But don't ask don't tell k ( Read more... )