It was him without his face, the face of another. Looking for me but lying. Military uniform, what does it mean? I walked and confided with the Medusa. All of my fears and hates coming into my dream world, dragging me down until my alarm clock rescues me from a bitter sweet dream and bring me back into this sweetly bitter reality ( Read more... )

That if I do not hear from him by Valentine's day then I will consider myself single...because if you think about it that would mean that I would have seen him for 20 days and spoken to him for 15. This shit is ridiculous. If you think I am wrong comment or something because lisa's getting pissed.

LAST NIGHT WAS A SHAM!

THOSE REFS ARE BLINDER THAN A DEAD OLD MAN!

I AM OUTRAGED! OUTRAGED I TELL YOU!

The Seahawks were jipped.

Things are going well,now ( Read more... )

You are now reading the journal of the NEW LITERARY EDITOR OF CONNECTIONS MAGAZINE ( Read more... )

Tonight I am at an all time low....

I can't stand the sight of my face reflected in the mirror...

how did it become so bad?

I picture every woman's greatest fear....

the realization

My insecurities are fostered and fed by those that supposidly love me....

wants nothing but your body, the rest of you isn't worth it.....

again I am tired so ( Read more... )

Is it natural to doubt?? Is it ok that I am thinking not so positive things ( Read more... )

Basically here's the rundown ( Read more... )

I finally told madre about dennis. She was amazingly cool about it only insisting that he come over so that she could get to know him better. That's cool. I am so relieved.

:-D <--- no more hiding.

I love laura. I don't know what I would do without her. She is so much like the sister that I never had. :-)