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[notleila]

how do i say this. if all i do is work, read books, and dick around with the same three people, i am faced with a big BO.R. boring life. which in turn causes conversations and ideas to be boring. for example, i can only talk about eating a burrito for a short period of time before the conversation's over. i can only talk about my job for so long

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[siokaos]

gender issues, eachother, abstract theoretical politics, our friends, new things (chemistry, computer science), how much of a loser I am?

you're not borin, I can tell you that. but life doesn't have to be a big wild adventure. you can sit on your experiences and just mellow out. sorry if you've got anxiety over a lack of stimuli.

[notleila]

ignore that last comment even tho it's true. and you're not a loser.

i don't want things to slow down. it's something i have to get used to. thanks for telling me im not boring.

[siokaos]

yea, slowing down sucks. you can be awesome and slow. and not slow like the friendly person with mental retardation.

the D and D you mentioned are two things I could live without, but love oh so much!

[notleila]

whatever. you love it.

[jimilehigh]

I run into the same problem. I would like to go into a creative field... but it's hard to stay creative while working at a bank as an assistant. To get my juices flowing... I read the paper, look at perezhilton.com, surf the web and try to think of new ideas all the time. Especially for Youtube.

You should do the same! It might help you get out of your funk. Or we could do something sometime.

[notleila]

bank assistant? reading the newspaper? sounds so grown up. that's my problem, i don't want to grow up.

[ilajnatig]

i feel your pain. a day in the life of me:
-eat way too much food
-watch WEEDS or HOUSE or DEGRASSI or MY SO CALLED LIFE or BOONDOCKS or HARDBALL on repeat...
-uh...make cookies!
-wait for jobs to beam me up
-hunt down my one or two friends in i-town and propose a short escapade
-play my piano and wish it were an electric guitar
-wait for my life to begin.

i think, as hard as it is for you to see this, that you do have a life. at least it looks that way from the outside. our worst enemies are sometimes ourselves. maybe you can form a book club to satisfy your intellectual curiousities and insatiable reading habits.

and when we talk, we usually talk about, uh...porn? i'm not sure. or maybe relationships. we tend to talk about people a lot. not sure if this is a good/sophisticated thing. ah well.

[notleila]

yeah, why do we always talk about porn.