the phrase "by the way, i don't have a car" can dash your chances of ever getting a job around here. fucking lee massachusetts. where the fuck is that. well, im not going to move to pittsfield and commute to lee for $12/hour ( Read more... )

it was bad. really BAD. none of my friends know what to say except, "there's a power struggle. a sub/dom thing." if i could dismiss it as such, my life would be a lot easier. it's more complicated than that. i wont call it abuse yet, but if he ever tries that again i'll stop talking to him. when a person comes a long way to see you, invited, you ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a long time. a lot of news lately. i started working at herrell's. it's okay, but that on top of the gas station is getting to be all too much. a "real job" is starting to seem more and more appealing. im just about ready ( Read more... )

jimmy went to jail! i was at work when i heard and rode my bike as fast as i could to the northampton police department to bail him out. when i got there he was standing outside calmly smoking a cigarette. "are you okay?" i asked, mascara running. "yes, thank you for coming." aparently he had violated the beer-in-a-bag rule, i.e. no open containers ( Read more... )

my weekend starts now, at 8:30 am on a wednesday morning. at work, i swept the entire gas station and made a huge pile of dirt right in the middle of the store. around 4 am, someone came in and jumped right in the middle of it. then i jumped in too. when my boss sees that in the security tapes, he will surely want to fire me. it's okay, because i ( Read more... )

i just got home from work. fuck, man, i work all the time now. summer is almost over! and then... real life. or not. we'll see if i can get an apartment. from now on, ill be working M-Th 12 am to 8 am so you should visit ( Read more... )

i have stopped sleeping and am going insane. well, it's not entirely my fault. certain people make me crazy. im tired because i work graveyard shift now. a dream come true. next on the list: security guard. and i dont mean a sanitary napkin. if im a night time security guard, we can plan some great parties. you'll just have to let me escort you out ( Read more... )

Yessssss, i have money in my bank account again. it sucks to only have $3 all the time. i was starting to get frustrated and hungry. well, i get paid tomorrow, and paid a lot next week, so if i can maintain frugality i'll be fine. no new knives, pets, cars, etc ( Read more... )

i just pulled this putrid thing out of the trash can in the kitchen. actually i put the whole damn trash can outside. the odd thing is, none of my other housemates claim to be able to smell it! my room is okay. with a strong fan blowing and clean interior, my room is practically its own house ( Read more... )

suddenly my stories are getting boring. really, it's the same thing over and over. the answer to one question is always yes, old habits die hard, etc.

i am about to pirate a ride to vermont to visit my girl nicolette who's here from florida. i can't wait to see her.