Now i just blah blah blah. Introspection stopped for the most part, and i started feeling better. Thinking and reflecting made me hurt, so i put these things behind me and became an adult(?).

I realize that most people spend their lives going in circles. But i just want to break away from my patterns now before i get stuck again in downward spirals ( Read more... )

So, a few things. Perhaps I'm only writing for myself and my own record, but here goes. I've been really caught up in my own life lately, and not spending time maintaining relationships with people. I sign into LiveJournal twice a year, and I feel really bad when I read that I've missed so much in others' lives. It makes me doubt the person ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in over 6 months ( Read more... )

Dave and I have moved into the new apartment. It's large and air conditioned which makes it feel like it's winter outside. It's almost too nice...I feel like I'm house sitting for someone much richer and more cultured than I am. Speaking of winter though, I cannot wait for snowboarding season. I have an extra board, bindings, and boots (size 8. ( Read more... )

It's strange how time passes by so quickly. I miss everyone. I'm moving to Brighton with Dave in 17 days. My brother is moving to Virginia in 12 days to be a pharmacist there. People seem to grow up so quickly. Losing touch is really easy, and I never wanted that to happen. I hope everyone is well, although live journal has suggested

I'm going to the horse races today. Happy Cinco de Mayo.

I haven't updated this in nearly three months. Some new things from me ( Read more... )

Just a quick ranting update ( Read more... )

I'm trying to figure out some things. Last night I hurt someone so badly. I feel like I've torn a hole in myself so deep that it will never heal. You would think I'd feel some relief about this. But how can I when I don't know what's right? One step away from someone is not one step closer to another. I'm hurt, and I honestly don't know what ( Read more... )

I bought a couple cd's today that I am completely satisfied with, and therefore would like to share my excitement ( Read more... )