im still hurting i guess...to this day its still hard to hear her at the company of another...how doth one surmise the inequity of his worth as a human being when the only form of love or closest thing too it is no longer at his side and any remnants of future traces are untraceable at the current moment in time ( Read more... )

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i feel like suuuuch a loser. i dunno y i cant be a normal college guy and enjoy sports and getting drunk and thats it. Sometimes I feel like life would just be a lot easier if i didnt have all these fuking different sides of me pulling at me constantly from every direction trying to spell out who i am... Because the truth is i am 21 years old and ( Read more... )

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i just cant care anymore...I really cant...i really cant understand...Note to self for time 5,000,000,000th: EX Girlfriends are NOTHING but trouble...stay away at all costs...the human race is a sick species...im tired of them...nothing but dissapointments...all of them except for mom and dad and a few close friends...ull never understand me...as ( Read more... )

we have a new president. I don't know if I should be happy or be down. i guess its time to support him. Give him a chance.

i think there are a respectable amount of people on this planet who i dont like at all... people bug the fuk out of me. I am so bogged down by people. terrible day

maybe this is some kind of chemical makeup in me that is causing me to feel this way?

so today was just one of those crazy days...where it felt like God was truly looking down on me...getting the last spot in the parking lot...not once but twice!!! i just felt truly blessed today...going to the gym and seeing two of my fraternity pledges there and them letting me kick it with them...and then the incredible talk with ms. cool...how ( Read more... )

I think tonight I am just going to prey. I need some direction in my life. God is that direction. He as the cliche goes, is that guiding light to my salvation for my purpose which was put on Earth to serve God and His people. I too easily get sidetracked and lose motivation often times b/c of a temptation. I would say pornography and this ( Read more... )