uh. surprise update people. so much has happened to me over the past.. (countswow, i guess its been over 4 months. i realized that nothing in my life could be ( Read more... )

i woke up today and felt different.. every single sense in my body is different.. for once it feels like something works other than my brain.. but my brain feels different too.. i can't explain it.. i've never felt this "normal" feeling.. i feel cheated.

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Outside the sidelines failing ( Read more... )

      from autumn to ashes are lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
Wow.. I don't think it could be more accurate.

I can speak when I want to ( Read more... )

I can understand the un-understandable.

I am the impossible.

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Pedro, you've come through again for me.  Somehow I just "missed" a Pedro the Lion [EP].  I knew there was one [EP] that I had not purchased, but for some reason I always assumed I had the mp3's from the album.  I have it now but I'm angry because I've missed out on this album for so long. 
(A heroin addict's conversation with God) - Pedro the Lion ( Read more... )

I refuse to believe that I'm the one who doesn't know what reality is, who doesn't understand what is going on, and who doesn't understand their own emotions. I'm taking more adderrall. Maybe some answer will come. I will return.