so my weight gain finally came up and bit me in the ass ( Read more... )

Okay, so lately I have been wanting to do nothing at all ( Read more... )

i got my license.

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finally.

my dad is a dick. he can't just say,"yea hun, i'm trying to get you your car..." or even, "baby I wish I could get you a car..." no. i ask him how my car is looking and he goes off on me. "Why should you get a car Erica? You're just a lazy bitch that lays on her fat ass when you get home from school everyday." FUCK YOU. All my life i heard ( Read more... )

i do. i know i talk to him everyday but that's not enough. he makes me happy. i can't be happy when i can't see him. that's what's been bugging me. i know it is. it's how i felt at that school. i wasn't really sad, but i couldn't be happy. i hope i get to see him this weekend. i want to feel happy. i like being happy.

So...I had a good long run without being depressed....but it's back. Don't ask me why because i have no freaking clue. Nothing really bad or sad has happened to me...I just have this sad feeling. Hopefully it's just a bad week. I don't get to see Dennis as much as I did before his car died...maybe that's it. I don't know...blah.

so i moved my cousin Tiff from Baton Rouge to Houston this weekend ( Read more... )

Note: Pam, Sue, and Dan are not their real names. I have withheld names b/c shit gets around ( Read more... )

My friend megan was informed today that one of her friends took his life. I cannot imagine nor want to know what that feels like. I'm sorry for megan, because she's in natchitoches dealing with finals and can't be home with the rest of her friends through this tough time. If I ever lost a friend to a situation like this, I don't know what i'd do ( Read more... )

okay so i haven't updated in like freaking ever....but yea...so school sucks..although i have no D's on the report card....HELL YES! no academic probation for erica....i have 1 A 1B and the rest C's....im very happy with that...on a gloomier note i went over 315 min on my cell phone...megan called customer service and they said that it's about $0. ( Read more... )