I fucking hate going to work with every inch of my being. i wish everyday that i could just leave. if i had enough money saved up, i would. i'm a good, no...im a GREAT fucking teacher, but i get treated like im an incompetent dumbass. The bitch thinks im the most unprofessional thing on the face of the planet for no fucking reason. I figured i ( Read more... )

Bout damn time he came around and stopped being a stupid boy. I'm glad he learned that communication is key in any relationship and things aren't going to be perfect. I'm willing to wait while he learns what being in a real committed adult relationship is all about. We have a lot to work on but im glad we are back together so we can try and work it

hmm, he's right. nothing will change unless i force myself out of the comfort zone. that has to be my ultimate goal this year. practice makes perfect right? ok, trying not to wake cox up and i type loud. all for now

I thought I knew what love was when I was with Philip but ever since I've been with Josh I've been able to learn what REAL LOVE feels like. Even though I was an adult and in college when Philip and I were together, I now realize that was just puppy love. It was the same love that you have for the dreamy boy in high school. I am so committed to Josh ( Read more... )

I don't know how pretty girls do it on a constant basis. I can't make a decision. I like all of them for different reasons

The options were Robert, Bobby, Josh, Thom, Jordan, and Mark

Robert and Bobby are out. Mark is super hot but i doubt we would have a lot in common. High school kristina and mark would've gotten along great so for now, Mark is out ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to write down all my thoughts to put it all on the table and decifer the pros and cons of everything that's happening right now. My love life went from being nonexistant to overwhelming. Let's see, first 4 guys have asked me out within the past month. Bobby, Robert, Jordan, and Josh ( Read more... )

i swear my life feels like a rollercoaster that never ends. one day ill be at an alltime high and the next day at an alltime low. i was really happy crushing on Brad and I think one of the teachers hinted at me liking him and that he should ask me out and ever since then there were noticable signs that he's not interested. This morning he said hey ( Read more... )

i dont know if you noticed but no one used lj anymore its all about myspace and facebook bitches!!!

ok so its official, i finally went to the movie wit a friend! wow i cant believe it took 18 years for me to go to the movies with someone who was not related to me that is so kewl. i saw wedding crashers and it was hilarious. hopefully my mom doesnt find out cuz then i wont hear the end of it. i move in the 13th. that junk is coming real quick yo! ( Read more... )

yesterday was the funeral. it was a good funeral for him. i lost it when our manager becky got up and started speaking. u could hear all of the enormous cries when she got up there. what she said was true though, we all miss the good ol' days at chilis when the GM Shig and the other managers beth and brandy were there. it was so much fun i used to ( Read more... )