...  Jesus that kid is dead...  I can't believe I even thought like that.  Kinda makes me sick.  I don't really care that I fucked up every friendship I had in high school because now I realize how fucked up everyone was. Those days are gone, those people are gone, that kid... he is gone... And all that is left is me and the world.

Wow... First time on LJ in ages... I read alot of peoples updates and lets just say that I have the same shit, different situation... Peoples lives are so fucked up, the key to being happy is to never care about something more then yourself... I wish I could help those who needed it, but I am far to fucked up myself to be offering any kind of ( Read more... )

If anyone fucks with my buddy list agian, there will be trouble because i know the few people i gave my password to....

happy mother fucking birthday to me... i got nothing!!!

hate gives you a drive like no other... something like you wouldnt believe, and when you hate damn close to everything and everyone it no longer makes me want to give up... just be better then ever before and then when the time is right shove it in there faces... i cannot wait till what i have been planning is done...

if any of you want to play xro go to http://the-x-team.com/xro/forums/viewforum.php?f=44&sid=959fd38c9950cb83e76ac3fffb83ce5b
and then follow the instructions to get it...

New profile pic, someone tell me if they like it :P... it is actually a tounge piercing, i want it!!! peace ( Read more... )

anybody make plans with me agian you better fucking stick to them or im not talking to you EVER agian, i am so fucking tired of having plans and then people just fuck them over like there wasnt any commitment at all, fucking happened to me five times this weekend...

lol at noon today my neighbors set my fence on fire with some cooking thingy in there backyard... it was so awsome, and now we have two fire trucks sitting in our front lawn!!! This realy made my day :)!

i am seriously selling my soul to the person with the highest bid... i will start the bidding at nothing, any takers? Bidding closes at midnight on May 29... btw i am taking uncoventional payment, such as drugs, alcohol, and any other items that might have worth