studying for finals has truly helped me to realize just how stupid i am. how i despise testing week.
maybe i just need to start hanging out with dumb people.

It finally snowed! A real snow. It made me happy when I woke up this morning. It will be christmas soon, and I have no idea what to do in terms of presents. I have noo time to go shopping...and im lazy and don't want to go to the mall anyway. But anyway ( Read more... )

and life has returned to its regular, balancecd state...well as balanced as it could ever be i suppose. thanksgiving was okay, nothing much to be said about it...i saw katherine and kelsey and anna though, and that made me very happy. it was nice to hang out with my closest friends... i wish i could have seen isabelle though. but i am happy in the ( Read more... )

I have found extreme difficulty in sorting out my thoughts lately, and am in fear of becoming a shallow person. God i hope that never happens. my thought processes have been ceasing nowadays, i need to think more ( Read more... )

Know thyself. It will count for more through the passing of time to be, rather than to seem.

Your words to me just a whisper ( Read more... )

i see monkeys in the night.

wow i totally just realized how bipolar my last two entries were. i would like to apologize for the abruptness of the second to last one, it was quite unecessary. stress and sensitivity to those around me just built up and exploded. i was over it in like a day. then i went out to the daily grind with john for open mic night, and that was really fun ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude i didnt think i would ever ever say this but i miss high school so much. i miss the lab, and winter time in albany. i really miss holy names. damn the christmas music that gets me totally fuckin emo every damn time. i miss everyone so much. i miss having a boyfriend. i miss having a car. i used to feel so productive when i did research, i dont ( Read more... )