blargh i dont want to deal with this crap anymore...and its only the first day of classes to boot.

I've been denied ( Read more... )

so its been a crazy long time since i've written in this thingy majigg. life. how has life been? i suppose that it has been all that it can be, what with personal troubles and class troubles and a mental imbalance. i don't think i want to go to college anymore. if someone saw me twenty years from now after if i were to drop out now, i would stand ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in quite a while...i guess thats because i havent needed an emotional outlet in a couple weeks...i think its funny that i pretty much use this for when i'm feeling depressed and selfish...well it made me chuckle, anyway. spring break is coming up, and i felt the need to show that i do still exist ( Read more... )

Weird week = mood swings ( Read more... )

i personally find it very sad, just taking a step back and looking at my life thus far, that the one year in which i have had a boyfriend on Valentine's day was probably the worst day ever. in large part due to that boyfriend. wow life blows chunks sometimes.

............................................................................................................................................................ ............................................................................................................................................................ Great update i know. yeah well thats ( Read more... )

blargh ( Read more... )

It's nice to be back here. Over break i realized just how much i have really started to think of this place as home. it was nice seeing my family, then i went up to rochester to visit the dan and meet his family. my dad was really sad when i left, it was cute. i think he just feels really old. we had fun up there, it was nice to meet his family. ( Read more... )

Rawr! yeah, i'm sitting here in tim and dan's room. ha ha i'm cool like that! no just kidding, tim is in here with me. he seems really sad. i'm really sad to be going home, i'll miss it here. but it really is only three weeks, and hopefully i will be able to visit dan during the interum. it won't be that bad, especially if i find a job. i hope ( Read more... )