Climbing up from the emotional rock bottom latter is hard!....I need the have a cigarette and catch my breath, but then my wonderful journey will continue. Next stop, Asshole-ville where I will get my degree in assholeness so I can learn to stand up for myself and defeat evil villains in The Notorious Heartbreak Crew...tune in next week kids for ( Read more... )

I have been doing so much to keep my mind off of things but no matter what I do the pain in my heart and stomach still remains....Everyone is telling me so many different things...."you should hate her", "your better than that", "maybe she will come back to you", "can I kill her?", "It was'nt meant to be".....and through all of this it's still hard ( Read more... )

All my life I could never bring myself to believe in a "true love" but one day I was so lucky to have met someone to let me believe that its completely real and out there for me. My life has'nt been the so called normal but then again whos is? I have always felt like there was something missing in my life, an absence of something that I could never ( Read more... )

I hope to hang out with all of your bitch asses before i go back next saturday so call me! (702)985-5518

so i guess im going to start updating again since everyone gets on my case about it plus melissa paid for it (THANK YOU MEL). Well the only thing on my mind lately is how Fing shallow i am when it comes to girls. My standards are way to high for who i am....if some one could please rid me of this stupid ass problem please do. So i met this girl ( Read more... )

ok ok...blah blah trying this whole stupid joural thing again.

matt started to update. then he forgot and went home. so i'm finishing this for him... matts a badass!

-melissa

So i finally got drunk after being down here for so long...it was cold as shit but it was fun. I had a wicked hang over the next morning though, it was worth it. I met some new people Zack and a foxy girl named Ashley( i need to get to know her more). Played pool today with a lot of kids fun i guess, Tiff finally came this time. Girls...hmm, I ( Read more... )

So... i just turned 18 and it was a blast! First of all i went to Cydney's party and saw Strange Brew and Hanlen (..by the way sorry the PA went out guys but you still kickd ass!)and then Gloria fell out of a cart and brian thought she was going to die but shes all good now. THEN i went to an awesome neon purple joint where the ladies treat you ( Read more... )

Christmas brake was cool but it went by way too fast. Played a lot of pool and saw bad santa, started a band and well thats about it. glad to see that anonomyous got bored with this stupid journal....well im probably speeking too soon. so im updating for more people to talk shit i think its funny so TALK AWAY ANONOMYOUS!
good bye.

if i have no life then why do you read this lame shit? I know i have no life thats why i have this lame journal what else is there to do in dover-hick ass florida (its not vegas thats for damn sure) Maybe you should stop posting shit anonamisly and maybe your the one who needs a life....im done wasting my time and im going to go back to my lame ( Read more... )