Well this is so crazy. i haven't written anything for like ever. Well my life is great. I wish i could say what i feel to someone but i can't. i was messing around with this guy and everything but i just don't like him like i thought i did. He's really sweet and all but i just can't help liking this other guy i go to school with. I just want to ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i last was on. i've been very busy on the site blackplanet.com which is awsome. i'm so bored right now. I'm in school in the library and it blows. I'm so tempted to just leave. Well this has been a good month for me so far. I've been doing really well in life. I'm doing better with my friends and sadly one of them went ( Read more... )

i'm finally living a normal life. No more pain and suffering for me. I'm ready to face the world head on.

Well i think people should learn to leave me alone. i mean when it comes to the morning i'm very tired and very crabby and people should just learn to accept that. Then Brock still won't get over our fight and thats starting too annoy me a little bit. but i'll get over it. thats it.

this post is for all bears and gays and everything else. I'm looking for people to talk to and i find it easier to talk to people who are like me and interested in the same things i am. I'm a boi who likes to party,get loose and have fun. i love to dance and sing. i like to write,draw and read. when it comes to relation ships i put my heart and ( Read more... )

So yeah i'm sitting here thinking to myself that someday life wil click. That one day every one in the world will one day find there place in life. It struck me that this will never happen. that no matter how hard we wish it will just never happen. I mean i would like it if one day all the people who gave me crap while growing up would get what ( Read more... )

this must stop. i'm getting so tired of the people i live with. its like evryone has to throw some issue in my face.I'm tired of the Fag jokes. there really starting to take their toll. i'm getting mad that they think it's funny. it hurts alot. i can't take it anymore. I really want to scream. I mean some of them just don't care what they say to me ( Read more... )

Well my weekend was crap. I went to work on saturday and got home at 2:30 which was ok. My mom called me and we had an hour long talk. I watched Naruto. I watched the wedding crashers on tv. Funny movie by the way for those who havent seen it. Then on sunday i went to work again andgot off earlly. Came home and cleaned my section of the house. ( Read more... )

I'm really tired. like i just want to sleep for a whole day. just lie in bed and sleep. Stay under the covers that keep me safe. where the problems of the day just seem to go away. Where i never have to fell the pain of people glaring at me like im a freak. I mean the school i'm in isn't bad in any way it could be better in my opinion but hey i ( Read more... )

I'm now going to complain about one of my friends and how he acts. One of the firends i have can be so immature that it's not even funny. He just won't grow up. And when you ask him to grow up he just pouts. it's like he wants to suffer being a child all the time. I realize i can be a little immature but i know when enoughs enough. I mean come on. ( Read more... )