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stupid girl
i did something really stupid the other day...
this letter could have potentially made me look, well needy and desperate.
motherfucker...i'm an idiot.
if i don't get a response then i cry for a day and then move on i guess. -
decided on...
a new name for two of my bosses:
captain frigid and dr. cuntrag.
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frustrating...
I am so sick of the attitudes and nasty looks I get from the adminstration at this school. This makes me laugh to even write this, but I would rather be working at Universal at this point. I can do nothing right in their eyes. I wouldn’t be suprised if they let me go after Christmas break. It’s just so lame. Everything I do goes unappreciated ( Read more... ) -
hibernation
i thought quite a bit today about what i'd do if i saw matt again. like randomly on the street somewhere, in the mall, or maybe even downtown (and god knows i go down there frequently). This episode of Sex and the City comes to mind. Miranda saw Steve on the sidewalk randomly and she sees him before he sees her. But when he looks at her, she ( Read more... ) -
frustrated...
i am frustrated that i haven't romatically found what i am looking for in Orlando. I'm going to be 25 in May and I am single. i had a relationship that I loved, I loved him. At one point he loved me back. Listening to "the Luckiest" saddens me because he played this song for me. We danced in my living room to it. We talked about being engaged ( Read more... ) -
where should i be with love? a matt retrospect...
after talking with my friend bridget today and her telling me that she had thought very deeply going back with her ex, i thought about the times when I have wanted matt back in my life. those times have come and gone. they do arise every know and then. today was one of those days. i thought about the love we shared for one another. i was ( Read more... ) -
voided.
michael and i are not dating at all anymore. we're really not talking either. we talk online and on the phone once in a while. a text message exchange may happen, but it's not like it was. it's almost sad. it depresses me a bit to not talk to him as much ( Read more... ) -
wow
i found out today that one of my cheerleaders was pregnant. she's 16. i feel almost helpless. I have no idea what to do or say. i've been sworn to not to say. i need to figure out if she is going to continue on with cheerleading. i am facing a huge dilemma. I don't want her harm herself or the child when practicing or performing.
wow.
