Today I chat with some people at the therapy group. I always thought they looked weird, you know.. a bit crazy. But then I saw that they were just really as me, and I should give them a chance. I talked to this hot guy, that went to Durmstang school, two years older then me. I think he's straight though, too bad. What am I saying..? I miss Blaise ( Read more... )

Therapy today was pretty ok I guess. I still feel alot anger, while I think on some things. But I'm trying to every time these thoughts that makes me angry think about something else. And it seems to work sometimes, sometimes not ( Read more... )

The therapist desided that we should meet one time a day from atleast one month. I mean.. god, do I really need that much time there? The therapist is a guy, btw, a guy in his 30's. And he's ok, I guess ( Read more... )

The dinner ended bad, really bad. I got Draco upset, and he left, Pansy left after him. Then I started to fight to Blaise, I told him that I wanted to hit Draco and that I should have done that. He yelled at him, that it was over if I hurt Draco.. like Blaise cared more about him.. I wonder if Blaise would have said the same if it was Draco who ( Read more... )

I'm actually really nervous. I have desided to wear this: http://img322.imageshack.us/img322/9289/82ia.jpg Not barefot then of course. ;P ( Read more... )

I promise Blaise that I would go and work on my anger problems. But I havn't done anything yet. The only thing I did was the talk to Draco. And even if it looked pretty good on the outside, I wanted just to scream my lungs out at him. He doesn't get it, he doesn't get anything ( Read more... )

Since I have like no money now Like all of the money I lend from Snape, is gone on Blaise's gift and booze, but I need some new clothes. I was walking pass this cool store where they sell t-shirts with text on them. So I was wondering which t-shirt I should buy, they are not so exspensive.

( T-shirts under here. )

..Blaise and I had some problems. Or it's my temper that is the problem really. I did something to him that I promise I wouldn't tell anybody about, so it wouldn't be so smart to write it here ( Read more... )

Things are kind of good with Blaise now. Thank god. And I think we are.. ehm.. together. But I'm not sure what he wants to call it.. or what I what to call it ( Read more... )

Yeah, now I'm homeless also. Harry is moving out, and I don't wanna be a beggar living in this flat, on his money. So, the street it is..

This is really pathetic. I'm pathetic.

No one has even come to me and ask me how I am..

Blaise told me he loved me.. and I just blow it and said Fucking hell. Why did I say that?! Why ( Read more... )