the necessity of writing has slowly been creeping up on me
it's like this urge to project
something that i haven't been doing for a while

to retreat to the past
to discover something different
the future seems eminent
but the present is pressing
i miss what used to be 

i hate self indulgence. 

oh baby.

i just want to go.

it's funny to see how we all go through the same things around the same time.
why is that? 
it just goes to prove that our experiences are not unique. not to say that they are identical, but similar. there has to be a reason behind that. so we can relate to each other. 
i kinda feel like i'm liberating myself from myself. man. i really have to be hit ( Read more... )

can anyone tell me what it feels like to not care?
to truly let things be as they are and just be whatever about it?
everything. i care about everything. i don't know why. everytime something happens, i find myself asking, "what can i do to fix it?" everytime. when it seems like everything is going just fine, i get another thing thrown at me. ( Read more... )

it's kinda weird when people decide the true result of your decisions
and infer their own truth in the truth you have made
and do so without your knowledge
and leave you with what you expected to leave

i hate to be ignorant ( Read more... )

my voice.

lose yourself
and let it in
breathe
and don't hold back
sleep 
and keep on dreaming